Need to Release

Hey I normally don't post twice in one day but I made a decision today to stop keeping people away from me because some people actually care and I haven't been fair to the people who have been here when they could. So the other day I went swimming and my wig came COMPLETELY off!!!  Never have I been so embarrassed in my life, but I laughed it off because I didn't want any one to see how much it bothered me. I haven't been myself really since that day. So the only person at the pool that was really close to me that day was my brother and he knew nothing about my trich or even what trich was. When we sat down and I explained it to him he was very understanding (I guess as understanding as you can expect him to be) and I really appreciated that, but I was still really uncomfortable. Today we just had a nice heart to heart about all kinds of stuff and I'm feeling a little better. Hopefully I'll get back to ME soon

It's been a while...

Okay so it's been a few months and I figured I'd give a little update on my life.
In the past 6 months I have started my career as a middle school teacher (stress and excitement!) lost my best friend (by his choice) got my friend back, and then lost him again, become distanced from pretty much everyone I know, and my trich has not improved. Not because of couldn't have, but more so because I ran out of energy to be strong by myself.
It's a lot easier to deal when you have someone to talk to, but with everything going on at once, it's kind of hard to share that kind of stuff. I hate for people to see me being vulnerable, or to know what my weaknesses are. Stuff like that always comes back to bite me in the ass smh. There aren't too many people to trust out there. The one person I can speak to is either always too busy or trying to preach about something she has no understanding of. So what do you do?
It's becoming harder and harder to be around people because they don't understand why I'm so unhappy, and I just end up feeling more alone when people are around. I'm gonna figure something out though because I refuse to be overcome by anything. Just don't know what to do yet. Since I'm off for the summer I'll be posting a lot more, nothing else to do.