It's been a while...

Okay so it's been a few months and I figured I'd give a little update on my life.
In the past 6 months I have started my career as a middle school teacher (stress and excitement!) lost my best friend (by his choice) got my friend back, and then lost him again, become distanced from pretty much everyone I know, and my trich has not improved. Not because of couldn't have, but more so because I ran out of energy to be strong by myself.
It's a lot easier to deal when you have someone to talk to, but with everything going on at once, it's kind of hard to share that kind of stuff. I hate for people to see me being vulnerable, or to know what my weaknesses are. Stuff like that always comes back to bite me in the ass smh. There aren't too many people to trust out there. The one person I can speak to is either always too busy or trying to preach about something she has no understanding of. So what do you do?
It's becoming harder and harder to be around people because they don't understand why I'm so unhappy, and I just end up feeling more alone when people are around. I'm gonna figure something out though because I refuse to be overcome by anything. Just don't know what to do yet. Since I'm off for the summer I'll be posting a lot more, nothing else to do.