Let's try this again...

Okay so it's been about a year since I've blogged, due to some unforseen issues in my personal life and some serious disappointment in myself. But I'm not going to let that stop me, I can't. So I'm going to try this again. I have to do it for me. So here goes...
Over the past few months, I've pulled and pulled and pulled. In hindsight I can say stress was a factor, loneliness was a factor, and lack of drive was a major factor. Starting today, I'm trying this again. Except this time, I can't not fail. I can't allow myself to. I can't live my whole life like this. The first day without pulling is the hardest, especially if it's a day where you're home alone. But I would prefer to start off on a day like this instead of a busy one, because those are the easy days. I would hate to trick myself into thinking it would actually just be so easy. I'll take the challenge...